A loved son / Linda Mason (POS) ((((Lois)))), I know you miss Bryan as much as I miss Daniel, they will forever be in our hearts and nothing will ever replace that empty hole in our hearts. Bryan and Daniel will be looking down on us and watching us. Each night I blow a kiss to Daniel and say I love you and I'm sure you do too. I hope they have found the peace they were looking for when they decided it was too painful to remain with us. Love and Hugs Linda
Longing/ Lois Kern (Mom)
Bryan:
I long to hear your voice, touch your face. The years have past but not the emotion of missing you tremendously. The pain that is left, is unbearable, at times, the pain is more than I can handle. I question this everyday, although I have forgiven your actions, I can't forget the pain it has caused, nor the uncertainties in life that have arize from it. Each day is a struggle to which direction to go, for the life on your side is questionable, and desirable, yet uncertain, and again painful to those left behind. I can't understand why this has to be in our family, and of course, blame myself, for who else is there to blame, for it is I who gave you direction and quidance, which was poor in many cases for poor choices made.
Each moment that it seems easier to join you , then to continue in this pain, is a moment that is met with great discretion and earnest thought, for there still are two sisters here also. Sisters who love and miss you greatly, but don't know the pain that only mom can know.
I know many friends miss you and are as confused as I at the result of your decison , but their lives move on, where mine moves no where, because my longing to have you with us will not overcome the grief of losing you, and the shame and guilt associated with your life. One can only do the best they can at the time, but My best was not good enough because it failed you, and failure to give you the strength when you needed it the most was not instilled in you, my fault and perhaps a father who abandoned you. What shall I do Bryan? I want the answers and I want to know what life is for you now?
Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers on Bryan's Memorial Day. May all the loving memories of your precious son, Bryan, bring you comfort for a gentle and peaceful day. In my thoughts and prayers, today and alway, knowing Bryan is looking down from Heaven showering you with so much love.
Love and hugs from deep within my heart, one POS mom to another. Estella Vega, Jacob Duran's mom 12/7/1987-8/1/2007
WE ALL MISS YOU / Melodee Baltz (Friend) Bryan, you probaly did not know this but I loved you and cared about you and so did the rest of my family!! WE MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! When we think of you it always brings tears to our eye's. Knowing you are in Heaven makes it all a little bit better. Lois I am so sorry for your loss, Bryan was a WONDERFUL and AMAZING Person. We will Forever Miss him!!!
Love is forever / Shirley Terrell (someone who cares ) My heart goes out to your family. I can see that Bryan was much loved and knew it. That love will last forever.
You've created such a lovely tribute to your handsome, kind son. Our sons and daughters are so valuable, and it's sad that they can't see that in themselves. Thank you for sharing Bryan with me.
Arline Marla's Mom 8/21/79 to 9/16/07
July 4th / Rosemary Sis Of Alvin Cremeans
A Memorial Day Tribute / Rosemary Sis Of Alvin Cremeans
You will never be forgotten Bryan. xoxo
A pain we share / Ladonna Deer (Lois' POS Sister )
Lois, I am so very sorry that you Bryan left you and I know that your heart will always ache from missing him. I share and understand your pain. I am grateful that we both found POS to help us walk our grief journey. I am even more grateful to have met you and been blessed by your friendship, which is very dear and precious to me. I hold you as we walk this path together and pray that God carries us both when we can't do it ourselves. I love you, my dear and special friend.
Happy Easter / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
Happy Easter Bryan and family / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
love and prayers, Rosemary xoxo
God's Blessing to you all / Dawn (none)
To Bryan's Family, My heart goes out to you in your time of loss. Bryan was a very handsome man, it is to bad that it took a selfish woman to make his life so hard. Life can be hard enough without having people like that in our lives. But it does happen I know that from experience for I too had a relationship something like Bryan's. I was taken for everything and I think I know some of what he felt. I wish that your beloved Bryan was still here and able to cope with his troubles, but he chose to go with God. My he forever rest in peace. My heartfelt wishes go out to your family for I too have lost people very close to me. My your hearts know that Bryan is in a better place. He is loved and cherished by God and will never hurt again. Bless you all with peace and love, Dawn
Happy St. Patrick's Day Bryan and family / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
Love and prayers, Rosemary
First year without you / MOM (Mom) Dear Bryan
I can hardly believe this first year has already past, it seems like yesterday that you left. It's been a struggle to say the least, losing you has caused so much pain in grief, and in guilt that forever fills our hearts.
We have lost you, to a better world we pray, that you have found the peace and contentment that you so longed for. You will forever be remembered, and tears shall always fall for those memories.
I love you son, and miss you so much more!"
Bryan's first memorial day / Fran Evans (Pos/Justin's Mom ) Bryan,
Please let your Mom feel your presence today on your first memorial day. Your Mom is a very loving and caring person. Always there for those of us who need her. It has been a very hard year for her. Please help her see that she was the best Mother that she could be. Tell Justin his Moma misses him terribly.
A valentine for an angel / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
My Dear Friend Lois / Gena Lafferty Dearest Lois, Know that you and Bryan are in my thoughts and prayers today. I know he is looking down on you right now and hoping your day goes smooth and giving you much love and angel kisses.Love you, Gena
Never forgotten / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
You will never be forgotten Bryan
Rosemary sis of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
Please remember us / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans I go back to the doctor on Monday and I think I really need to have her check me into the hospital. I need to find peace somehow and find some hope. I have been sicker than I have wanted to admit for a while now and it's not getting any better. I have to do this if I don't want to end up in a grave too. Please remember me and my family in your prayers and please remember to keep lighting candles of for our angel. I would appreciate it so much. Rosemary
Gathering all your angels!" / Mom (Mother) "Bryan my dearest son, I am sure you and all those special children there are more in tuned to what is happening here then even us parents are. Then you all know that one of our dearest members , Marvo's pop, Marvin Hardin, is in hospital with lung cancer right now.
Bryan please be close to Marvo and have all your friends gather close by Marvin and Charlene right now for the hope that they are looking for, a touch of Christs hand for a healing. We all here are very sad for Marvin right now, for he has been a great anchor to all of us who have suffered each day from our loss of our children.
Were loving you and missing you, will Keep you close in our heart hon, and have a plate for you for the Holidays. May you be at peace, and doing good in your new life.
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